Jealousy

What's happen to me? My heart is full of jealousy, hatred and full of anger. Besides those feeling, I'm incredibly happy. It's so strange. Is it love? Am I falling in love again? If it's true, with who? I'm already have a girlfriend though, and we are about to get married next year.

Feels so strange. I feels full of energy, I thought I can do almost anything, full of power. I can take the speed, I can run for hours, I can take a bull, I can cross the mountain, I can do anything.

But it seems so useless, nothing is matter, nobody care, just like the usual me, I'm only me.

It so strange, Power, passion, happiness, jelousy, hatred, anger, all is mixed up in me. Help, Help, Help!!!!